A Resolution

[rfmcdonald]

Of late, I've been a bit of a lazy little fuck. When I've not been at school or work (and sometimes when I've been doing both), I've been on the computer doing nothing but browsing, constantly. It isn't like I'm writing, which I can and have done with great results, or talking. Just solitary browsing. Maybe it's a manifestation of SAD, I don't know.

It is stopping, now.

I'm going down right now, to watch two videos (one from Gwynne Dyer's War series of the 1980's, another from a BBC/A&E co-production called The Planets, both taken out at the library. After that, I'll clean up my room and actually do some more writing.

Things are going to change.

And, on leaving you for now, a lyric from the Eurythmics:

"Let's Just Close Our Eyes"
I could be contented
I don't need to suffer
You're beautiful
and good to talk to
Make an impression
to take my attention
When you touch my skin
I smell disaster

Wo-oh-oh!

Let's just close our eyes (x4)

Walking on pavement
Collecting bars
Sleep in the houses
So alone
Looking inside herself
She breaks the glass
Turns her backwards
Then she's fallen down again

At the first stop

Male voice: It's coming up now!

At the second (x4)

chanting

Female voice: Okay

Female voice: Bye bye

I could be contented
I don't need to suffer
You're beautiful
and good to talk to
Make an impression
to take my attention
And when you touch my skin
I smell disaster

Wo-oh-oh!

Let's just close our eyes (x3)

Male voice 2: Your brain, your

Let's just close our eyes (x10)
nonsense (x12)